Don't beat yourself up, Casey. I am dying for a break. H was here once this week for 1 hour with me here still taking care of the kids. It's been weeks since he had them alone, and that was for one hour. I have had moments where I consider dropping them off and saying, "Here. It's your turn. I'll be back at such and such time."I don't because I don't think that is what would be in their best interest. I don't know where H lives or who exactly he is with. I'm not going to put the kids in an unstable and unpredictable situation.
Sorry to highjack.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9