She told me tonight that she is definately going tommorow night. She knows I am upset about it but doesn't care at this point. She really thinks it is no big deal to go out drinking and partying with 6 single guys and then crash at one of their houses. It blows my mind that she sees no harm in it. To me that's 6 chances to end up "hooking" up with someone else right after she told off the OM and wants nothing to do with him. In fact he is jealous when she told him she was going out and then had the guys at work give him a hard time for harrassing her about going out with them. WHERE THE f%^$ is the women I married 22 yrs ago? I do NOT look forward to tommorow night and I don't know how I'm going to handle it. I know I should not concern myself but I will be consumed wondering if anything sexual happened with anyone. I really can't take much more of this.
