Have really had to dig deep and read a lot of positive stuff this week to keep up the PMA. All though it was nice to have a break last weekend, the week has really been a challenge. Walking around waiting to see if I'm going to get the "hammer drop any given day is very nerve racking. For my own sanity I am just trying to shut it out and see it as one more day gained/past. Best thing for me right now seems to be to focus on just about anything else, most of the time it works.
