H has left have I Done the right thing

[Evie]

Today was the funeral of my friend, H took me, V suportive, arm around me, held my hand, we talked, not really R stuff, just a little about who we had told about stich etc I told him that if anyone were to ask me at work (we both work for the same company, different ends of the campus though)I was just going to confirm the separation but say we were trying to work things out, H agreed. He stayed with me until he had to go back to work.

My XH was at the funeral and we talked for the first time since our D (13 yrs ago), it's been quite an emotional day!!!.

H came back after work this evening and had a cup of tea and has just left to go back to his new house.

I told h that the boys wanted him to come on holiday with us just for the day and 1 night, but he said no, it would be to much.

H has lent me his car for the trip, done tires, oil, fuel etc

H is taking my D shopping next week (never ever done that) for stuff for her trip abroad, he's making a huge effort with boys and been nicer and more considrate to me than he has been in a long time.

I know you will all think these are positive signs, but I know h just wants things amecable anf friendly maybe like you A i may end up seeing more of him and have a better R this way??? I pray that time and space will bring us back together??

I needed him today and he was there for me and he looked dead horny in his suit.. aybe I should text him and thank him again?

Hope you all have a good week.

Laters

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