Its just so difficult to be patient. Its sooooo frustrating to have her be nice to me, but show absolutely no interest and then to say 'I dont want to give you the wrong idea'...
I'm going to continue to try and 'detach' the best I can. But, how do I do that if were still under the same roof? I guess treat her like she's treating me? But how could that be a positive. I cant stand being treated with no respect, no interest. Sort of like I'm a ghost. I feel like I deserve more opportunity that she's giving me.
