The Zoo of the Surreal

[MJontheMend]

I've grown to believe that Type 4s dysfunction sexually in similar fashion. Except for the fact that he is male and a PAL, my 2bx reminds me most of RJ and MrsCac in the area of his LD. He frequently expressed the kind of disdain for the physical that RJ is expressing and also the kind of sensory "over"-sensitivity that MrsCAC expressed in the post where she said something about how she couldn't get turned on because CAC's hair was wet and that made him smell like a wet dog or something like that. I remember when I read that post I thought that CAC was way less of a wimp than me because when my 2bx said stuff like that I would just cry.

Understand, I am not totally dissing 4s here because the thing that is great about a 4 sexually is that a high sexually functioning 4 can make you feel like you are a beautiful work of art or a wonderfully functioning musical instrument etc. However, this might play out a little differently if the 4 is the female vs. the male. As a female who is attracted to male 4s, I have to be careful to keep myself in the role of muse or instrument/clay lump or intelligent well-meaning critic rather than the role of manager/patroness because I absolutely can not deal with that whiny*ss "I told you never to buy that brand of jelly beans for my dressing room." sh*t.