I forgot to add that the Dodge Dart was a gift from XH to OW.
So, after we went to T and I told him I would prefer the pickups to be low key, especially for the kids sake, he brings OW and her new car..
Nice.
As for me..I am fine..
I was on medication to quit smoking (quit a few years ago and just weaned myself off - Welbutrin) I can honestly say I haven't slept this good in YEARS!
My T told me the Welbutrin may have caused me to have restless nights sleep and it had. I didn't realize how poorly I was sleeping until I watched Oprah the other day. She had some woman on about menopause and they discussed sleep issues.
I realized I was waking up tired and living off of caffeine during the day..I was drinking coffee as late at 3 p.m. and it was affecting my sleep, too.
So, I quit doing that and went off the meds and my gosh..I am sleeping like a baby! I am not tired waking up..It feels great.
I am still having those stupid dreams about title waves, though..ugh..but the best part is that I am RIDING THEM!!
How is that for Freudian?? lol
As for XH and the Rat..I could give a rat's a** what they are up to..no pun intended..They seem so bored and so obsessed with what is going on over here that they are pathetic. I am the lucky one..I have the house, the kids, a new man, a new life..
So, when I journal all of these nuttso acts XH does I hope it doesn't wig anyone out. It's almost as though I expect it..It has been happening for the better part of my M and I didn't realize it.. Now he is so predictable. Like a bratty teenager or a beligerant dog that pees on the carpet when you don't pay attention to him!
Off I go to go shopping for my mom. It's her 66th bday today and I want to spoil the you know what out of her for her special day. She has been unbelieveable with the kids and myself through all this b.s. and she needs to be treated like queen for a day..to say the least.
