Hang in there for one more week. just one more week.
Sometimes, people get scared of the prospect of success at something, that they arent sure they want any more. Try not to psych yourself out of this. Try not to think about the long term future of things right now. Decide that you'll think more about that, after the retrouville weekend.
Instead, for right now... I'd suggest that you fill the next 8 days, with stuff for you. As in, really indulgently you. Crazy movie that your wife would never see with you? go see it.
Fancy restaurant you've always wanted to go to? splurge.
See a show, go to a sports thing... whatever. Just focus on you. leave the cellphone behind, so nothing interrupts the positive flow for you.
Do this for you right now, and also do this so that you can be coming in from a positive flow, when it is time to go to the weekend. You can do this
My current status: june 2006. Wife ran out and filed D. Finalized Jan 11, 2010, after 12.5 years M. 3 wonderful sons caught in the middle
