I havent seen ya lately so I just wanted to stop by your post and say hi.
Hang in there. The roller coaster ride is no fun. There are days when everything seems all uphill but then there are days that the sailing is smooth. Hang onto the positive changes and work hard to let go of the negatives.
I too have been questioning how much longer I can do this and how much longer I even want to do this but then I really think hard and I know I love him and I want this to work.
Hang in there and know you have support here.
M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"