I don't know if I should continue to DB.

[forward]

well, today I saw attorney. It made me feel better about things, to a point. I feel as if I spoke with someone who really understood the whole D process--plus he was a former judge.

H has not brought up any progress on D, so I don't know what to think. I have avoided snooping.

I went out last night and had fun and that was a good thing.

My crush wore off a little. It sort of flares up when I am lonely or feeling bad about relationship and tends to disappear when I haven't seen him fora while/am feeling optimistic about H.