It is so funny you say that. It isn't wierd at all. I have thought the same thing I just feel so empty and I long to just even get a hug. My kids seem to sense that I need this and they are always hugging and holding me and that really helps me.
I know how you feel because I too have a husband that prior to being committed to the psychiatric hospital was going home to another woman every night. Hang in there. I have no advice because I am right where you are right now as far as I just don't know what to do.
M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"
