Thank you guys I needed that. Just when I am about to give up you help boost me up.

Today I was thinking about all of this and I kept thinking "What exactly am I fighting for?" I feel like I have been in a mental battle for a long time now between my own personal needs and the family I want for my children and I. I am just hoping at the end of this that it can all be a good thing all the way around. I just hope that in the end I can have both. I want my cake and eat it too =)

Thanks for the support... love ya all.

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"