the sad thing is, I want so badly to send him an e-mail. I want to ask him wtf does he want from me??? what does he expect? friendship? I am trying here to be understanding and empathetic and a whole host of things for him, why can't he understand that I can't be his friend while he goes home to her every day.

oh god, she'll comfort him tonight if he's upset. I want to throw up.

there should be guys you can just rent to hold you for a night. I know that sounds weird, but I would give a lot for someone to just hold me right now.

Last edited by morgan; 10/18/07 11:56 PM.
M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher