Ok well he called me today and he is only allowed according to his mom and him 1 phone call a day. He called and talked about things and he sounded so much better. He asked me to send photos. I overnighted our family photo. I am a sucker I know. At the end of the conversation I said rather you and I make it please take time to get healthy for your children. He said to me I love all of you and I said the kids love you too and he said well I just want you to know I love all of you and I said ok call the kids when you can when they are home and I hung up. I wanted to scream IF YOU LOVE ME WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?
Anyway, at least he called me, he was upbeat and for the first time in weeks he was nice to me. I mean really really nice. We will see.
M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"
