I did a complete no no tonight. I am so mad at myself. He just blurts out his email password to me and tells me if I want to know the truth go look. Stupid me has to look. (He was so drugged I am sure he doesnt remember telling me or he thought nothing was in there. Here is the email I found) ....
Umm... Amy...
i got a completely different take from reading that email.
What I got, was him saying "goodbye" to the OW. and thats why he let you know his password.
his "sorry it took so long for him to wake up" comment, could be in reference to "sorry i was stringing you[OW] along for so long, while I was fogged up. "
yes, he still has "feelings of love for her". but he has chosen to end things with her.
thats why she hasnt called, i'm guessing.
That wasn't it trust me. He went to the mountains with her right after that. He was telling her goodbye because she dumped him but then she took him right back. It was his way of looking pathetic and getting her back. Two days later we slept together again and then 4 days later they went to the mountains together. Wow I have no self respect. I really am pathetic when I really type that out.
M 32 H 39 SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4 E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06 On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again. On 08/11/07 Walked out again.
People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"
