Dark path with some light maybe?!?

[Manwithaheart]

Well it has been a few weeks now and I need to vent a little.

Things have seemed to slow down in terms of our progress.. almost to a halt.

W seems to be more distant as of late and plays video games alot and has not really talked much.

We still are in sep beds, which bugs me.

I get ILY and hugs and kisses everyday, but thats as far as it has gone.... more like friends.

so it has been 1 month and 2 weeks since she has come home. I still feel she is still not fully in the game. She told me today she still thinks about the OM and still has a feeling of falure on her part. It is hard for her to talk to me, and she does not seem willing to help herself. I am at a loss !!

Today I am really at a low point and feel sad ! It has been so long since I've felt wanted or desired.

alot of negative thoughts today about my M and questioning my path. I keep on trying to picture that stop sign, but seem to blow past it.