Of course you are scared and don't want to let go. You can be scared and you can hold on, but you can't let her know that. You have to have the appearance of someone that would prefer to be with her, but can easily survive without her.
I have been trying to appear that I can and have been surviving with out her. But it's like everything I see her name or hear your voice My heart melts. How can I hold on to something that I am strongly against and something that she wants so bad?? Sometimes I feel like I should just give up, give up on all of my hard work, my dream that I had for us, Sometimes I feel like i'm holding onto false hope. Sometimes I feel like asking her if we could just do a legal seperation instead of divorce incase sometime in the future she would like to work on us. okay, when she asked me how long I will take to sign them I said what lissie told me to say. Then she replied "That could take a long time, and I don't' want to wait that long. Its like im trapped even more now". How do I answer or reply to that???
