Hi Bryan I so know what you mean. Here we are doing everything we can to make them feel better meanwhile we feel horrible. It is all about them and that is what this is all about them. They are selfish right now. The world revolves around them. Mine told our S on tuesday that Daddy is not grumpy anymore Daddy is happy now. Why would you tell that to an almost 4 year old. It is like saying I was unhappy being with you and Mommy but now I am better since I am gone. It hurt me a lot too.
I honestly can not imagine myself being as selfish as he is being and treating anyone the way he has been treating me or us I should say. I feel the same way you do about an R. I would do anything to protect the people I love and hurt them is not one of them.
Maybe this is a mid-DB crisis but you will be better for this. I am here for you if you need me. It really is awful to be giving out all of this love and positive energy and get nothing in return.
