Hey Wantlove...check out my thread. This is not an easy thing to do by any means. We all are just going through the motions most days.
I could easily be were you are. I was at one point. You just have to get it in your head that you can do this. It will get easier, trust me. Having them around isnt easy. I have tried the no contact thing the best I could with kids and it is easier not to see them.
You can do this...I can do this....Keep saying it until you believe it. It isnt about us at all.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10