Jurnaling,

SOOO I go out to dinner and a seminar(on weight loss) with friends from work last nite, Had lots of fun. Didn't tell H before hand just left a note for him that i went to dinner with friends and that i had fed the dogs. I didn't sign the note( h hasn't in 2 years if he even left one).
I get home after h went to bed and i find a note on the counter which read,

Crazy girls going out on a school nite hope you had fun, LOVE U

First time in i couldn't tell you how long iv'e gotten a note let alone signed i love you.

I get into bed and h woke up said hi but kept his back to me. I kissed his back and told him cute note. He never turned to talk or look at me so i didn't dare touch him(wanted to jump his bones).
This morning he is acting very distant.

WTF!!!

Have I said how tired I am!!!

JAK


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