My problem is I love my wife 100% regardless of what she does. I just feel so stupid and foolish for believing her 1 1/2 weeks ago. I know you aren't suppose to cry, etc but last night I couldn't help myself. I had to let it all out how badly and deceived I was feeling. I NEVER got angry or put her down, just told her how hurt I was being taken advantage of and a fool. I told her I love her, etc. It may not be DB princples but everyone has their breaking point. It's like someone tells you they love you and they want to work it out and then 2 seconds later without notice, they kick you in the stomach and say "oh by the way, I really didn't mean that". We've been intimate a few times too during the week and even that has been good and normal. I guess I keep struggling why the split personality of the whole thing. And I can understand her going out with some people, I have no problem with that, BUT why make it a STAY OVER, and not come back until Sunday morning. That's what hurts me so bad and she doesn't see that. Should I make plans to go out myself one night and leave her home by herself? Or would that backfire on me?
