Anniversaries are really hard. They make you focus on things that maybe you would like to forget. My H and I now concentrate on making NEW memmories on those days to try and improve on history..

I hear you loud and clear on the pushing front...... I have pushed and tried and tested my H out time and time again since he recommitted. I think that I couldn't quite believe either him or that he was committed to US. Each time he has come up trumps and luckily for me I have not pushed him away. If it's any consolation / hope - 15 months on I am not pushing as much and things are getting easier. You do have to make sure you don't slide back to how you were though. Don't let complacency walk back in as the comfort levels restore. I have to remind myself of that all the time.

You take care - after tomorrow you will probably feel much better.

Saffie

Saffie
me 46
H 46
M in 1986
D20,D18,S16,D13
H's A 01/05 to 07/06
H recommitted to M 07/06
renewed vows 09/06
Going from strength to strength