Lets try thing again!!!!

[limbo]

Sandi,

Don't worry about the previous post, I don't take it badly! It is still a possibilty regardless of what he is doing right now and that is just the reality of the situation, and something that I am aware of, but don't really try and dwell on.
He actually decided to wait to do the conversion, and I don't mind, it has never been something I have asked him to did, or even hinted that I wanted him to do, it was totally his idea and choice.
It is a big undertaking to do it, and I totally understand him putting it off for now! And I don't see it as it means anything by him not doing it!

I had a very, very low day yesterday, and I guess its because of the anniversary being tomorrow, I find I am struggling alot with that, it certainly brings alot back, and even though I am trying not to dwell, its still there, and I am also finding myself getting angry with H because of the past year!
I am still trying to focus on the positive and not let this cloud me to badly!

I am going to get my hair cut tonight, so hopefully that will help!!