H has left have I Done the right thing

[Evie]

Thanks guys, will ask the boys to ask him.

Took the boys last night to H's new place, small and cosy in good condition and warm. I'm happy enough. H had all of his stuff unpacked and organised. He seemed really really happy. He must have been so unhappy with me.....?

I know it's early days and the novelty may wear off, but he seemed to be really pleased with himself, not in a malicious way. I was quite uncomfortable, I couldn't be happy for him and rightly or wrongly I didn't pass comment on the place. The boys were fine and wanted to stay.

H sent me a TM later thanking me for taking the boys over, I guess he realised I could have been really awkward about it.

It's hard to know how to behave/act. I can't go dark as he keeps phoning/emailing/txt, that will be mind games and he will see through that, get angry and it will back fire. I do delay answering him and he called me yesterday because I hadn't replied to an email he had sent to me 2 hours earlier. I know I can look my best and act as if, but acting as if is to early for me right, I don't want him to think i'm ok and have moved on.

I have read on the board that it takes 4-6 weeks for them to start missing you so that will be near Xmas in that time I have H's B'day and our Anniversary.

I guess im anxious for the future, I don't know what it holds and I want him to want me. I think it's to soon for any R talks just yet, so I have to just take it 1 small step at a time.