MCC, Instead of dwelling on that you have two years until she leaves, start thinking I have two years to win her back. I find that coming on here and reading books have helped me tremendously. One I suggest that you read is "The Five Love Languages" by Gary Chapman.
You can always go to Amazon.com and read about the books and check them out at your library. Reading helped me save my sanity.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon