Crapola....wish I could get my mind of this ....I have to leave for counselling appointmetn in 25mins and all I've done all day is read stuff on here and post and stress and dread the appointment.
I've got to not 'predict' what he's going to say and do in the session. I can't possibly know so why try.
Worse still, I'm not sure what I want to say.
I told my IC on Tuesday that I didn't want to be married to him anymore. Is that really what I want? I think it is, but oh, to say it out loud in his presence will be so final. he won't listen to anything after that I am sure!
