Okay, so here goes...Im not going to tell you that I love you and how much you mean to me because you already know all of that. When we got married I took my vows seriously and I meant everything I said with all of my being I plan to live up to that commitment. I hope that this doesnt come across the wrong way, I do not mean to throw this in your face. Please do not take it that way. I said my vows because I believed in them, I didnt say them because they felt right at that time or because I I was lying. I made a commitment to you, myself and everyone there that day and Im not ready to end that promise I made. I'm not ready to give up on our marriage. I know that I have alot of work to do on myself and I have been doing things that I normally dont do. I believed in a dream and Im not ready to let go of that dream. Im sorry but I just cant let go, not yet....
