oh girl I'm right there with you. I can pep talk all day long but living without sex scares me half to death..lol. My M has been vacant and dead for so long I'm used to the loneliness, I suppose. And in a strange way I feel much LESS lonely with H gone. But I've been there..lying next to a stranger in my bed who didn't give a rats @ss about me. It hurt. And yes - I do believe there are good ones out there (I've just never met one *grimace*)
Me (36) H (42) M (12) S-8 D-5 SS-18 D Day (PA) 12/02 S 10/03 R 1/03 S again 9/07 I choose Joy.