I'm thankful my wife is back but not knowing what she wants from one minute to the next is almost as bad as here not being there. I know I don't detach and pursue a lot of times but all own her own she went from saying she loves me and hates the OM and I'm her true love to going back to saying she still has feelings for the OM and that me and her are only roommates and she made a mistake coming back home. NOT ONCE did I ever make her feel bad for leaving and having an affair. Every time when she felt bad that she had left, I always told her it was OK and told her she did NOT do anything wrong and I was there for her no matter what. And now I've feel like a fool, like she took advantage of me to come back and gave me false home and now she's breaking my heart all over again.
