Patience is something I think that we all struggle with. Some days are easier than others that is for sure. You just have realize how strong you are and that you can do this. It is great that you have a friend that makes you focus on other things. That is what you need right now. My S helps me to do that. It is hard not to cry a lot but cry if you must just not in front of her or anyone that may tell her (ie her parents). You need to be strong but then again it is ok to break down just be sure you do it here or with people you can trust. It is hard but you can do it. I have confidence in you.
