I don't know if I should continue to DB.

[still hoping]

Hey b,

Thanks for stopping by my thread. I've been following your sitch too, as we seem to be in similar situations in terms of continuing to stand and have been at this for almost the same amount of time.

I've had moments of clarity recently, which I've just posted about, and am feeling so much more relieved about my situation now. Like a weight has been lifted.
My H is still deep in replay as well. But I think I'm finally really learning to "let go".

Glad to hear that you are going out and having fun.