NS, I found that reading books helped me to keep my sanity. I would go to Amazon.com and read their synopsis. I must have about 10 books. Another book you might be interested in is "Love Must Be Tough" by Dr. James Dobson. I also liked "When Yout Mate Wants Out" by Jim and Sally Conway. You might want to go online and find the books that you would like to read and then go to your library and check them out. I live in a small town and I didn't really want anyone knowing what was going on so I just mostly ordered them.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon