If you are the "backslide king" then I am the "backslide queen" You've been doing this a lot longer than I, but I see so much of my own behavior in yours. Willpower is tough. You're great one day and terrible the next. Then you try to make amends. It is so tough.
I relate to your situation and am sending big hugs your way. Hold on, work through each day as it comes. I am trying the same. Dont' know how well it will work, but we've got to keep trying right?
Thanks for the Aplogy book link OT. I haven't looked into it yet, but it may help me with a significant heartfelt apology I'm working on for H. It may help guide me into what is more effective.
Me: 37 H: 35 M: 6 T: 8 2 cats, 1 dog, 0 kids S: 09/10/07 D started 9/21/07 (I stalled) Piecing: 11/9/07