But I've setting a goal to post more. If not on my own thread, at least to check in on others. Maybe I'm wrong, but it seems like this post contains two big themes:
Why did my M survive and others didn't?
What can I do to help pay back all the 'help' that these others gave me?
There really is no way to get an answer to the first one; that's more philosophy/theology than I'd care to take on.
The second one though?
Maybe you don't need to.
I agree w/ Stoic, Carrie. I just like to see how you're doing and hope the best for you. Take care of yourself and let go of that 'survivor's guilt'. We all know we're fighting against huge odds even when we come on here, so it's nice to see one of us overcome.
