Now I've done it.... again #4?

[nephartiti]

Thank you, Saffie and Morgan. You are both right, of course.

I feel a little better between a hot shower and your sensible words.

I believe he is being sincere in most of what has happened recently. There was not enought money for apartment and a L.

Best case scenario:
He is being sincere and honest. He really does just want to move slowly to make sure we don't end up back where we were.

Worse case scenario:
He is on the fence and is not completely sure what he wants at this point.

Either way, I am better off now than a month ago when he couldn't stand to look at me. Regardless, I can't control him. If he is being deceptive, he has to live with that. I will be ok no matter what happens. My life does not depend on his choices. I will be affected, that goes without saying, but I will handle whatever comes my way when the time comes.

Game plan:

DB my ars off!
1. Let the calls go to v-mail. Answer once in a while
2. Accept some, but not all of his invites
3. Continue to act AS IF
4. No R or OW talk unless he initiates it
5. GAL
6. Be the one to "have to go" from phone calls.
7. End all contact on a positive note