Your worries are natural and normal. Recognise them and then say I can't change things at the moment. I cannot control H< I can only control myself. Conjecture and ruminating are not healthy - let it go. Write your worries down and burn them. Do something but get rid. I know it is easier said than done but they don't achieve anything apart from possible destruction. The money has gone. You will find out in time what for - but if I were your H I would want somewhere to live more than a L. Was there enough money for both?
Saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
