I haven't posted in several months. I am feeling low tonight because I feel like a hamster on a neverending uncomfortable treadmill.
Things were better for a while, but it seems like nothing ever changes for very long. I have to make being his wife my complete focus or he starts complaining he isn't getting enough sex and I'm not passionate about him, etc. It's very frustrating, because I think things are ok and then he starts acting cold (I probably pull away some then) and then he lays it all at my feet. I don't make him happy, etc. He pretty much said a few days ago that I better start giving him more sex because it's too easy to just go and get it somewhere else. I couldn't believe it. We had had a nice family evening with no disagreements and I was looking forward to watching tv with him that night (I agreed to watch HIS show when he complained over dinner that I never do) and maybe have sex. If we could just quit fighting so much, I would feel a lot better about us and probably want to do it more.
I am sick of this...
Cadesmom, you hanging in there? How was your trip to see your husband? Choc, I can't believe things have turned for you and hope you're doing well.
