Hang in there, Puddle. I wish I worked for a different kind of mag, and one with a larger budget. You're an excellent writer.
I think I've mentioned this to WAW, but you're right, your 4 year old most likely will have no memories of the two of you together. I know that I don't. Honestly, I don't miss it. It's just the way that I grew up. Your kids WILL BE FINE. Your H, in for a HUGE dose of reality at some point.
Almost made me snarf with your antenae comment. My nose is still a bit sore from the water that almost spewed from it.
BD
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Me: 36 W: 35 2 D: 9 and 5 T: 16 years M: 12 10/4/06: Bomb 10/5/06: Ended A 4/22/07: ILYBNILWY