I spent a long time second guessing my H when he emotionally came back to me. My H's turn around seemed so sudden and so complete. I had nagging doubts and wondered why he decided to stay with me but time has proven him sincere. I have to have faith that he means what he says - otherwise I would go mad.
I hope you can settle and sleep. Sometimes things just seem to good to be true but that doesn't mean that they always are.
just keep working on you and then the rest should follow.
Take care
saffie
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
Thank you everyone. I did get a few hours in. The kids are sick so they are waking up often. Both want to nurse constantly. It is draining, but it is keeping me busy at least.
I think I would feel better if he was here or calling, but he just seems to have withdrawn again. I will give him the benifit of the doubt. He said he thinks time is important to allow things to heal. He doesn't want to move too quickly. I will take him at his word. I just hate that he's constantly checking his watch. Strange for a man on vacation. I feel like he still has a secret life. STOP. I'm not going to analyze and speculate.
He did return my TM at 2 AM. He will be here sometime today to sign the taxes.
Me29 H33 D9 months S2 S9(previous R) Sep 8-19-07 I file 11-5-07 H home (Retro) 2-15-08 "Today is the tomorrow of yesterday." -- S9
You are amazing, first and foremost. Remember you will have to continue to DB. Work. Work. Everyday is work. Marriage is work. Get rest, eat more, find a babysitter. Use people when they offer. Send the kids with their Dad. Feel the guilt then do it.
Me:38 H:39 MLC M:10 R:23 years D6 S3 Bomb: Easter, 2007 "Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."
That nagging feeling is very common when they come back. You need to be strong and ignore it. Once you get to Retrouvaille you will have proof of his sincerity. Keep your chin up til then. Your mind can be your worst enemy.
