Come on Cinder, you've done this long enough to know that you can't.
YEP !!!!!!! As I wrote it, I knew that NO ONE can actually break the 'spell'. Once again, my faith lies in God, and I keep praying.
Feelings diminishing IS liberating yes, I guess I am afraid that one day I won't WANT him back. But then again we all know that if that day comes, I won't be afraid anymore !
It is scary though....
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
