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But I don't see how to break the 'spell' he's under...


Come on Cinder, you've done this long enough to know that you can't.

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my hope and feelings for him diminishing...that's scary.


It is scary, it is scary and liberating at the same time...it is hard to control that feeling, you're normal Cinder, this happens.



Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis

Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK

TRUST THE PROCESS - Cadet