CVA - thin PJ's & Massages

[Not Much Left]

Yeah, not sure she is nuts, just...void of emotion? Still angry w/ me about the last xyears? I dont know.

I was thinking this morning, after about 4 hrs sleep talking to a friend of mine!, about the old saying (you probably have all heard this but) that women are like cats and men are like dogs.

Men are like, "hey, over here, over here, throw me the ball, play with me, jump up and down,stroke me (ego and physically), pant, pant, pant!!!

Women are like "purrrrrrrr, um, I will come over there and grace you with my presence, rub up against you and you will feel good, I may feel good too, but you are lucky if I do any of that! So you start rubbing them and they are like, oh yeah, that does feel good, keep doing that....thats all ya get, I'm outta here, going to go play and lick my fur....I'll be back, but remember, your lucky to have me and "if" I come around again to grace you with my presence!!!

I know, I know, ladies are going to kill me over this but it is SOOO true isnt it?

Mandi
She is deluded if she thinks it will be even close to what it is now. If she thinks she is overwhelmed by the kids / house now, it aint gettin better as they say. I really dont think she wants that, she is just so fed up with selfish CVA and feeling like I ruined her life that she cant see forward with any clarity about how it could be better. It is something she has to come to grips with herself, I cant do anything about it now but be happy CVA. There is a point as I have said before where status quo does not work for me anymore. That is selfish too, I know. Paybacks are a bitch, eh?