I know that I have said a lot on these boards how I have felt like a cold piece of plastic and I am ready to snap......

On the way home from school yesterday there was a lot of the whole mamma hates you stuff and I'm sick of her making you out to be a bad parent. Then yesterday and last night into this morning was real rough with S8. I don't know if he was unwinding or what. Despite that, I have decided to go ahead and do pizza and movie tonight, because I honestly think that it would help rather than hurt. I spent all day punishing, and correcting yesterday. I think S8 needs me to just say, "to hell with it" we are starting over today.... No pressure. Maybe I'm wrong, but at this point....well there is no at this point. If I blame her for his behavior when he is here, I am as bad as her saying that he has ADHD because she doesn't want to "handle him", however I find it hard to believe that I can have those boys everyday for 2 weeks straight(overnight for 5 of them) because I was on my weekends off, and have minimal problems, but now after my weekends the "Monday syndrom" is back. Anyway that is it for venting for today.

Last edited by blyndfaith; 10/16/07 02:11 PM.
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