been thinking of you and read your posts yesterday, been praying lots for you, I know this must feel like heck right now, BTDT, so I can only send hugs and tell you you will do OK as bad as it feels now. I'm flooded with work, I'm just lurking now and can't post much. I'm sorry it has been so hard for you, but I think you've done the right thing.
Well, that sounds a lot like alien-speak to me. ================ I agree with azera big time, read over the DB part when people leave their spouses. My H also told me he was never happy, didn't think he loved me, all sorts of things.
THe hardest part is to accept they are gone, to realize that you WILL be alright without him, that you could be happy if he were to never come back.
This separation could help your M as hopeless as it migh seem to both of you. Will post more as time allows, just know that you will be ok. Give yourself permission to grieve away from the kids, give the little 7yr old lots of hugs and tell him how u and his dad still love him.
Things a bit better here, H acting human LoL, a bit nicer, though the over pict is the same.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
