My Journey Begins...New here

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So I got the guts up to ask her about things last night...

Started off by telling her I was lucky to have her. She responded with a "you think you're lucky???" I replied that I felt that I was. Gave some reasons and such. I forget how, but I asked her about why she decided to come back and the reason she gave was basically that she was tired of being alone and that it wasn't what it had cracked up to be. She was VERY uncomfortable and I even commented that she seemed uncomfortable with talking about this stuff. She replied that she was. So I let it go and let her go about her business. A little while later I stopped her in the bedroom and put my hands to her face, gave her a kiss, and told her that I loved her!!! DOH!!! Why did I do that??? She did not respond and things were awkward for the rest of the evening.

I want this so badly and want her to respond to my efforts but it's as if we are roommates right now and I don't like it. I am the only one initiating anything between us and I just wish she would show something towards me.