Hi Amy I am not sure if you remember me, I haven't posted anything for months - nearly the whole year, & I pop in every now and then to read your stitch and a few others. You sure have been on some ups and downs lately. One thing for certain is you are one strong lady, and you have been dealt with some wacking huge balls which you continue to hit and bounce back for more. No one can know for certain what the out come of life will be, but we all just have to try and give our all so that when we are done we can say well I did do everything in my power to make it right. There are so many positive things that have happened to you with your hubby. He knows your feelings & he is dealing with them. God will honour you both & I am sure you will end up together again. My H has not left, he has had an affair, and still does not love me, but he is trying. I sometimes wish that he could move out & we start dating again, but that is not to be. I think your seperation will do you both the world of good and as soon as Jeff deals with his pain and fear things will start to improve more than they are. You seem so down, but if you just stand still and look back - look at the improvements on your relation with Jeff - I know things are very rocky with your daughter, but when things come right with you & Jeff everything else will fall into place. Keep your chin up, God is good!! And God has a plan for you
