Amy,

I will be the first to admit I havent followed your situation nearly as faithfully as you follow so many others. I want you to know though you really touched my life. When I came here a year and a half ago the first time my husband left it was you that always gave me hope and said something positive. It was you that could make me hang in there when I thought I couldn't go on. It was you that led me to turn my eye where they needed to be focused and that was on God.

I feel almost guilty that when my H came back I ditched the boards and everyone here and simply thougt my life was "perfect" again. I didn't want to come back and read this and have to relive it. Funny though here I sit again.

I completely understand your changing your stand and doing what is right for you. I think you are an amazing woman and you have touched so many lives. I have no idea why God allows any of this to happen to any of us but I do know that somehow through it all something good will come of it and does. I get so mad when people tell me that and yet I find it to be true. My marriage is completely wrecked right now and yet I have reconciled with a brother I have not had contact with in 14 years because of what is happening. He was the first one to jump in and offer to come get me on my 1300 mile drive to safety.

I hope you can find the good in your situation and I wish only the best for you. You deserve to find happiness. You are amazing, wonderful, and I know you will go far in life.

Hugs,

Amy

M 32 H 39
SS 15, SD 12, S11, S9, D7, D6, D4
E/A 02/06 WAS 03/06 RH 05/06
On 07/07 told me he wants to leave again.
On 08/11/07 Walked out again.

People say "When God closes a door he opens a window." They forget to tell you "It is hell in the hallway!"