I don't know if I should continue to DB.

[forward]

H indicated that he wants to move forward w/paperwork. I just cried.

DB C urged me to consider that there could be progress made even if H says he is moving forward. He actually does show some sympathy for me now, for the first time since I started this process.

Also pointed out that my vulnerability seems to get him to open up. It is as if he expects me to not have feelings and I am showing him otherwise.

I don't know--I hope for the best but expect the worst. I do know that I am talking to a L on Thursday, because H is continuing on his freight train and I'm not getting on it with his L.

As far as the crush, well, I am just human. Fortunately the crushee has kept some distance and that is just as well.