Once again, way too long between posts. Really busy with work last week. H is off on a business trip this week so the schedule with the kids is more hectic as it is just me juggling all the balls at once.

S11 had football yesterday and took a helmet to the head and did a roll that left him woozy. off to the hospital in an ambulance, sirens wailing, strapped to a board, the whole bit. Pretty scary stuff. He is fine thankfully, but 6 hours in the ER was no fun.

Went out to the Boston GAL event on Saturday and had a great time. Great seeing Swashy, SOTS, Rainbowlove and Exiled again. Fantastic to meet Morgan, ATGO and Lord Greenville. Darn Sox lost though.

Spoke with a wise DB'er that evening as well. And he suggested posting more. As I said on Saturday, I feel like I have survivor's guilt. Not that I feel I am over the hump yet but my H has definitely recommited, we go to MC every other week, and we are working on things. And things didn't turn out as such for so many of those that I commiserated with when I first joined this site. It's hard because we share so many (sometimes intimate) details of our lives here and I want to be able to reach out, but don't know how or what to say.

But I've setting a goal to post more. If not on my own thread, at least to check in on others.


Me: 41
H: 42
Married: 13Y, together 24
Kids: S11, S9, D6
Bomb: 7/11/06, now piecing