LO, You are right, you will be okay, it may not be the life you choose, but you will make it. We LBS have to look at life that way, if not we would not be able to function properly. It takes a while to get to that point, but you are real close to it. We have to remember we can only change our attitudes and not theirs. So the best thing to do is to have the healthiest attitude we can muster, and it looks like you are doing a fine job.
Continue doing what you are doing, you are going semi-dark and letting him know that your life does not revolve around him. You are a strong woman and you will be fine. He will start to see that.
Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyze you, they're supposed to help you discover who you are. -- Bernice Johnson Reagon
